Back to work

As many of you know I miscarried the baby and am no longer expecting. It happened on April 20th. I was on my 11th week. So I have been at home the last two weeks healing. Today was my first day back to work and I am glad to have some normality in my life. I feel great and am in a healthy state of mind. I had a therapy session on Thursday that was amazing!!(thanks Gerri) She covered so many things I don't even know where to start. I will be seeing her again soon.

We are worried about our old girl Sahara, She will not eat and has lost weight,musle and energy. I thought she might have worms so I gave her meds for that but she is also has a hot nose so I think she might have an infection or virus. I will have to take her to the vet in the am.

We are getting ready to plant our garden we have all the plants but we have to get all the weeds out first. It was aweful being off all that time and not being able to work in the yard. The rain has not helped either! This is a short post but to the point more to come next time.

week9

So this is week 9 of our pregnancy. hehehe I am still giddy. This preg has been so different from Zack's. I have had ALL the symptoms. I didn't have any with Zack. Some say that I will have a Girl and some say it is just because it is my 2nd. Well we will only know who is right when the baby is born. I have been better this week I am able to eat meat again just carefully and it is more smells and taste that bother me now. I am still tired and want to sleep all the time, but then I look around my house and YARD and see how bad things get when I take time off. This pregnancy has gotten in the way of my spring cleaning. I have so many things that need to get done and that I want to do but, I let myself think oh what will it matter if I go pull last falls weeds today. No one has said anything yet and it will probably snow again any way. Well lets hope I get off my tush this weekend.
I also wanted to say that it is really cool that I have so many friends that are due around the same time as me. I am excited to have my sis and sis in law prego with me but I also have 3 other friends who are. This kid will have plenty of buddies. Zack is so excited to have a brother or sister. I think we talk about it every day. Last night I showed him some pics on line of what the baby looks like now and how big is it. It is funny to see his face and hear his expressions. He said "He it looks like an alien baby!" and "Why can i see thru him?", "Where are his ears?' he is so fasinated with what the baby can and can't do. He wants to know when each sence is developed I think he wants to know the baby can hear him so he will know him when he gets out. (or she...)